I don’t know why but it seems like today I was reminded about my dependence on Christ. Nothing crazy happened but any time I got anxious, I heard that still small voice just reminding me to trust Him.
I find it scary when I start to think I can do things on my own. With that comes more pride in my heart than I would like to admit. Honestly, I think my focus hasn’t really been on Christ because I haven’t been very intentional about spending time with Him. He hasn’t been a priority, I let other things get in the way and I just keep pushing it back.
I think my soul is thirsty for more of Him. The Spirit is convicting my heart to get my priorities back in order. I just want to love Him. I want to love people. But I can’t do that if I’m not spending time with Him; learning how to be more like Him.
Jesus, help me to focus on You and Your love.